the 21st.

Hahas..school was a long day. Lesson was supposed to be 8am to 6pm. Hahas..lucky ICCA lesson cancelled so I end up at chatting and gossipping with the girls. Hahas..

Hahas..tml is a big big day for me! Hahas..My TP date is tml!
hahas..people, please give me your blessings!

Holiday.

Hahas..somehow I don't enjoy holiday.
Maybe I just don't need one yet. Something invaded my mind today.Though I know it has always been somewhere there but I just don't understand why does it has to appear again.
I can't concentrate on whatever I'm doing today.

Lina drove me down to Island Creamery to have some ice cream.
Yeah, ice cream has always been my favourite and makes me feel better.
I had bundung and soursop while she had Teh Tarik and Latte and we shared an apple pie.

We were supposed to go reservoir to blow bubbles and take pictures after that.
So that our mood will be better.
But, there is always a but. My parents need me to be home to help them out. Arrgh.
It is not that I don't like helping them out, but it's just that I have projects n tutorials to do. I can't concentrate on them and there is like many things are piling up.
I need to get those thoughts OUTTA MY HEAD.

My appetite isn't back yet. I can't complete a meal nowadays. Argh!

Is there anyway to feel better mentally?!
*Simon, if you are reading, please come out with ideas that makes me feel better and not what that has been in your mind all these while eh?!*

Back working

I was back working yesterday.
I had lunch with sister before meeting Serene at City Hall.
Meeting Serene was great. Though we chatted till about 4am but we still have so much more to say when we meet up, during work and after work. =)

Yesterday was a wedding, and almost have of the cabinet was there. There is the Persident, Mr Goh, Mr Lee and many other ministers.

Back at work, things doesn't seemed to change. People still teased me as usual.
Some were surprised to see me working today and many had asked me where have I been all these while. Hahas.
Quite a few people were asking me about Him, asking me where was he. But when I told them that we broke up, no one believed. Many people thought I was joking and loads of persuasion was needed to let them understand that it was the truth. Hahas..This held me wonder, doesn't my relationship with him seemed so strong in the past that no one thought we will break up?Hahas..

Back at work was great, I saw many familiar faces. There is Cherlyn, Ivy, Kian Pong, David, Simon, Leonard, Leon, Fabian, Yu Tong, Sherelyn, Tian You, Xiao Zhou, Aaron and of course Su An, Shaik and Luke. Many people that I can talk to, I can laugh with and I have been quite happy the whole event. The best part was, Serene is just next to my group. =)

The whole day, I was enjoying myself.
I end up reaching home at 2am though my shift ends at 12am.
I was dead tired when I reached home.
Working makes me happy, just need to push back some memories that were meant to be kept.
*David, maybe maybe you are right. But is already at the point that I don't know is that the real me. Thanks for your concern* =)

New Soul

Well, I think many people has been wondering what has been happening in my life. Hmmm..thank you for those friends that has been there for me when my heart was shattered. Many of you seem to be missing in my life but when you all realised my situation, many of you came forward to care and concern me. I'm grateful. Friends are there when you need them most eh?My love life is over. A trade of letting one to go, in return, I have gain back so many friends that I have lost along the way falling in love. =)
I LOVE MY FRIENDS! =D
When we are together, I did my best to care, to understand, to communicate and to love. I tried my best. Well, though him and I is over. We are still friends. We said before we will still be friends when we break up right? But I still wish him best with the new life he is leading. Study hard for your course because it is your passion, do take care of your health as your immunity system isn't that good..hahas..
I must thank Aldrin too, he helps me to lose weight that I couldn't wear my belt anymore..hahas..Shall end my speech for him here. =)

I met my all time BESTIE RACHEL yesterday, I miss her la..It has been long since I last talk to her. Well, I had another great day meeting my DARLING LINA today. =) It has been so long since I last met her though we stay so near. I met her dance partner and friend today. =)
Na, let me know what you want to tell me when you remembers eh? Loves.
I watched What Happened In Vegas with Des today. It is a pretty good movie. It makes me thing that love is something so complicated. Hahas..how someone can fell in love or do their best to work out the relationship if both of you are willing to work things out. Hahas..as there is a saying: "when there is a will, there is a way" ,or another one, "with preserverance, a metal rod can be grind into a needle".

I have great company today. =) I'll be better in time and I took a great step today, Right Des?

Meeting up old friends.

Wow, I have been seeing alot and contacting alot of my old friends.
It feels good hearing from them. =)

Today, I saw Johnson online!Hahas..he always so busy with hockey, floorball, working and schooling. He was waiting to go training today so I met up with him before it. It is so nice that I can talk to him again. It makes me feel like I go back to my life in secondary school.
Ahh..I miss all my friends.

I been bumping into so many Secondary school friends. First, I saw Wing Chung( the chicken) walking to NYP then Pavitra(top scorer) in National Museum working as a security guard there. Then I bumped into Fabian, JieWen, WeiQuan at Cathay and PS. By the way, I saw them in a day. Hahas. Then the day I was with Gene, Limin(netball mates in secondary school) saw me on the train. Then today, I saw Lydia( secondary school senior that gave me homemade cookies during Valentine day) in school mac, I saw Yee Shian(secondary classmates) outside the printing shop at SBM block, I met up with Johnson(my all time good friend in secondary school) and John and I saw Felicia(my secondary 1 classmate) on the train!

Wow..the world is really small eh..I hope my friends will keep surrounds me..=)

night chatting

Yesterday, I saw so many friends!
Secondary school friends, friends in nyp.
Wow. A happy day.

I chatted with alot of people yesterday. Gene, Des, Sylvia, Minjia, Shuhui, Ayu, Limin, Lesner and Fabian.
My god, I miss Limin alot. She saw me on the train yesterday when she was about to alight..agrrr! If not, i'll have a hug from her! Hahas..but I'll be seeing her soon, if she able to work at Zouk, maybe I'm getting free drinks from her?hahas..

Chatting with Lesner was funny but horrible. =X Just the fact he love to tease and make fun of me..Agrr. But it was nice chatting with people that you haven't been chatting for long.

Lastly.My god. I chatted with Fabian. I don't know that we can chat so much la. Hahas..we were like gossipping talking about each other lives, how is our relationships and Ritz working environment in the past and now. I thought I had met the sweetest guy, but he was way much sweeter and romantic. Seriously his effort of cherishing his girlfriend and his girlfriend cherishing him is so god damn sweet! He is a damn nice person to chat to when you are happy or sad. We chatted till like 2 am? hahas..But he is working at 6am. =.= Something that I never understand is how Ritz banquet male staffs are able to sleep so little yet work so long hours..

Though I was so tired when I shut down my laptop, but at least I had a "fulfilling" day with my friends. =)

I'm free, so date me out ! =)

My day.

Hahas, went to National Museum yesterday with the girls for National Education project. We had great fun exploring the past of Singapore and took loads of pictures!
Hahas..It is always fun and enjoyable with them. =D

Well, only one bad thing. My slippers snapped and broke. So it was time to get a new one. =(

Today, I had a last minute outing with Gene. Hahas..we were supposed to meet the other time for Botak Jones but he was sick.
This time we just decided about it when we were chatting like 4pm and decided to meet for dinner. Hahas..So, we had this last minute decision of going to esplanade. So we went.

Hahas, meals today were horrible. My lunch, I only managed to eat 6 mouths because the cup noodles I bought was filled with room temperature water. =(
Then, the kueh lapis I bought was horrible la, only can eat 3 mouths. =(
Lastly, dinner at MS Yoshinoya was horrible too. Finally I am able to eat rice without wanting to puke. =) The beef wasn't as nice as before and their miso soup was horrible! Seriously, this is the first time I can't finished the value meal.

We went to Esplanade and had a talk under the sky. It was great talking about the past, the present and sharpening my scarcasm.
Thanks for the company, it cheers me up.

For Des, please take care of your body, don't exhaust it any further . Hopefully you can get ride of your sore throat soon.=)

Ps: For those who understand, I know somehow I still mentioned things that I shouldn't but I'll be doing better and getting stronger..=)
Thanks for your great company. I love all those who cares. Loves..=)