miss Cranky

Hello dear.

It has been so long since we last met.

The day you saw Shu Hui & Sylvia leaving at the airport you cried.

Then the next week was me leaving.

Thanks for being such a sweet soul.

You company me to satisfy my clubbing crave with me till the club closed.

Even though you were working early the next morning, you were there with me.

The next day, after work, you were at my place packing my stuff for me.

You even bought me sunflower and that sweet written photograph note.

Even though you were so tired, you sent my flight.

Thanks for being there.

And please don't worry.

We will have all those crazy fun together when I return to Singapore.

Miss you.

With love, hugs & kisses.

Kim.

the end.

I was watching Gossip Girl today.
Season 2 is officially ended.
I don't know why, but I teared while watching the last 2 episods.

Somehow as I watched it, my liking for the characters changed.
I like Blaire and Bass more than Nate and Serene.
Though this is just a good script writing, it feels good to see people with strong ego and hard front are finally getting their inner feelings out to the right people.

Love.
It is complicating.
Especially with characters like Bass and Blaire.
Their similar yet different personalities.
They go through a lot to get to the end.
Just sweet.

"xoxo. you know you love me"

high

I love working at the greeter. Getting out in the sun and talking to the guests out there.
The load rotation is fun and unload rotation is not that bad too.
I enjoyed working today.
I chatted with the guests, answering their questions, talking about Singapore and I learnt more about my colleagues.

I am just tired today. I walked long today. 12.45pm to 9.30pm shift.

I went to Chili's today. The food is affordable and good.
I like it there. =)
I had this crazy night out with Therese, Syakra and Sonja.
We were laughing the hell out of us at the restaurant.
I know so much more now.
And we were dancing in the car to poker face.
It is nice to feel real and to enjoy myself.

I know I am not.
I'm confused.
How I wish I am watching it outside.

Happy Mother's Day!

I called home today.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
I can sense the happiness in her voice when I called daddy's hp just now. =)
I asked them what they did for Mother's day and it was the usual dinner.
She saw an empty seat at the table and she thought of me. =(
I miss the good food again.

I'm glad that everyone is alright at home, I'm alright here in states too.
Thanks daddy for your "gift". =D
MUMMY & DADDY, I LOVE YOU!

Khaki, please.
Places to visit and things to be done are accumulating and do remember them and we will go when I'm back!

I know the truth.
When all the while I know my sixth sense was right even though truth was not revealed.
There was occasions when I thought the lies were true.
However, the truth arrived when I have given up knowing it.
It takes awhile to digest it and let it settled in.
Decision on what actions to be taken and how to carried out.

All these while, I don't know why.
Why you have to lie to me.
Whether are we together or not.
Seriously, words from you, I don't know what is what anymore.
But, it doesn't matter already.

twisted

I think it is different this time.
It is weird how some things are not working out.
Uncertainty makes people upset.
But in the end of the day.
Somehow, somewhat..
I'm smiling. =)

why

I feel weird.
I couldn't concentrate on what I was supposed to do.
Keep losing focus at work.
Sometimes, it feels like being nice to others has yourself being taken advantage of.
Their oversight become my mistakes.
They thought I was wrong when I told them that the I have written the main thing in black and white.
Can't they read?
They read the thing yet they didn't understood the basic form of alphabets there?
Or they just know how to have fun and thinking that they are way better than what they thought they were?
And thinking that I am the one who made the mistake and it wasn't them.
Please have the basic respect of apologising.
And by the way, I hate accusation.
Argh.

Please keep everything you have to yourself.
I don't need any of those attention.
I'm not here to have you people screwing my life.
Thank you.

No anticipate = no expectation.
Thus, leading to minimal disappointment.
Though things ain't bad but it is still a long way till the end.

If there was some form of assurance.

Been in Orlando a few weeks

I have been at Disney a few weeks.
There are a few interesting happening.

Been spending alot of money on food here.
The Walmart, Asian Market, Publix and sometimes the eating out.
I'm really lucky to stay with 4 course mates.
They are really nice people, making an effort to make it as homely as possible. =)
We have been cooking pretty frequent as the food here are really expensive and unhealthy too.

My job has been fine too. The weather can get really sunny and windy when I'm working as a greeter fro Spaceship Earth. My colleagues are pretty friendly and nice. I managed to work with people my age which makes working much more fun.
I'm learning Spanish at the moment! I feels that it is a sexy language and many people here speak Spanish, thus learning it makes my work assisting them easier. =)

It is inevitable for this.
I miss my family.
I miss being pampered.
I miss mum's cooking.
Here, I am afraid I didn't have any food to eat as it isn't as convenient as driving down or walking down to the places near home.
I have to do my own laundry.
I have to take care of myself.
*Praying that she will get well and able to discharge from the hospital.*