Friends I love. More to come. =)

I have so many friends I want to meet before I fly.

1st one I met was Rachel on Vday.
Talk to her a little, and she has to rush off to meet her bf for Vday dinner so I need to meet her again.
Not once. But many times more. My favourite girl. =)

2nd one I met was Daniel.
We went to Holland V for tea at Essential Brew.
Nice tea and food they have there.
After that we went to the reservoir.
He knows I need to go there to get things off my chest.
The company was great! He never fail to understand me.
We had such a long talk, laughter and joy.

3rd one I met was David.
Hahas. I think he wants to kill me.
Since his birthday till now, I didn't really able to go out with him on an alone basis.
We went for lunch + talk + pool + chat + arcade + laugh and headed to Night Safari to chill and snacks.
Whatever we said, it is between us ah.. * Muahahaha*

4th one?
I'm meeting Lina later. =)

The rest, I'll date them out. On 1 on 1 basic before I go. =)

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!

6 days of consecutive examination papers.
Other than 1st paper, the rest, Monday to Friday, 9am to about 11am.

FINALLY.
THE TOURTURE IS OVER.
My very first time having such a hard time preparing and getting over the papers.

It is too much for my mental and physically body to take. =(

But well, feeling slightly better now.

When out to celebrate with the girls today.
Sylvia, Peiling, Esther, Pei Fen, Agatha and I. Shu Hui joined us later.
Suki sushi buffet for brunch.
I thought I ate alot, yet they still complaint I didn't have enough.
It lasted for the whole day man.

Next, minds cafe to play board games. =D
Hahas great fun man, we shall go again kay?
Last stop shopping!
Hahas, didn't bought much though.
But there is so much shopping I have to do some for my attachment. =)

I'm available people, feel free to date me out till 28th March 2009. =)

ambiguous

I don't know.
Maybe it is just for the moment.
Maybe it is for long.
It feels different now.
The communication method feel familiar.
I tried not to compare.
But it feels like that way.
I can't differentiate.
Things that I want to believe or that is the facts.

I need something.
I need to feel at ease.
I need a new habit.

I learnt

Hmmm.I thought so too.
Maybe this is why, it happened.
Not trying to blame.
Just trying to express.
Leave it and not understanding it.
Things don't fall from the sky to give me what I want.
Work the way through, sacrifice certain things to gain certain things.
An effort to balance both ways.
No pain no gain.
Attempted to understand but was unavail.

Maybe the reason will never be found.
Maybe it is just a misunderstanding.
Maybe.

But I believe, there is an answer.
Just whether anyone willing to find out or to tell.
Maybe one day, we will be told.
Anyway, its over.
We got to move on with our lives.

Making an effort.
Every little things count.
None wanted such a result.
But sure, memories will always be there.

once and for all

I read something interesting.
What you perceive or what other percieve may not be the truth.
Did you make an effort to find out the truth?
Did you make an effort to avoid such disappointment?
Others did.
Intiatives made but was rejected.
Not once or twice but many times that trying seem unavailable.

Other party feels that it doesn't really matter.
You feel that things should be this way.
But there isn't just a single side of the story.
Yours.
Theirs.
And the truth.

Blaming self is hard.
But losing something important due to your pride is it worth it?
Maybe you feel you deserve better.
Maybe you feel others are better.

Seek the truth with your heart.

Wow.
I think my blog has spider web already. =X
Sorry folks for my irregular update. =X

Last few weeks were hectic.
Rushing projects, power point editing and presentations.
So much things to do before CNY.

After 8 years, I went back to Malaysia for CNY with my family and Da Sao.
Hahas. I went back to Muar and Ipoh, Jiang Sa for a visit.
Grandma's "Ata Chu" was horribly infested with ants, spiders, dust and loads of other insects.
Especially mosquitoes. I look horribly. Swollen bumps on my legs, hands and hands. =(
Cleaning and perparing prayers there was a long chore.
The good thing there?
Reminsic the old times there.
My childhood memories and my family all time favourite: ASAM FISH! ATE 3 TIMES IN 2 DAYS! =D

Back to Jiang Sa.
The atmosphere there was weird.
Every little action seem to be scruntinized, they were just waiting for a moment that whatever you say or do is to be put in the bad light.

So lucky for my family, we are good terms with most of the cousins than the elderly.
We escape to the town area for asam laska (3 times in 2 days again =X), went to a cafe to eat and bought Da Sao's birthday cake as her birthday is on the new year eve. After that we went to K Box in Ipoh to sing. Hahas. 1st time i sing with my siblings, with my cousins. Pretty good feeling though. =)

I feel that uncle is well off but mum did so much over there, preparing, cooking and cleaning for others. =(

Days over in Malaysia we woke up damn early. Like 7am, 8am everyday. =(
She is already so tired from the long journey there, tiring days of cleaning that old house, perparing prayers for 2 days yet have to slog her time there where there is a maid hiding somewhere else and not out helping to prepare meals or clean up. =X
I washed like 30-40 over bowls, pair of chopsticks and spoons man.
Nevermind. Lucky we are there only once a year.

Now, I shall just mug for my exams, hotel ops notes done.
5 more to go. JIA YOU.

ANYWAY.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!

For you, my dear.

The 1st time I met you.

It was primary 3 when you just moved in.
My playful brother just went to your place and offered to help your mum.
This is how we 1st know each other existence.
We went through many things together.

Since we are the same age, we always study together.
For PSLE and O'levels.

There are times we are unhappy with each other.

There are times we can't stand each other.

When you ...

Are going for a party, you will ask me what to wear, what to go with.

Have something you don't know what to do, you will ask me how it should be done.

Are angry, you will call me to complaint to me.

Are sad, you will call me, talk to me and you will feel better.

Want a coffee?

Want to eat?

Want to shop?

Want to club?

You will call me. =)

I'm going to States in March.

Flying off tentatively on 26th.

But I'll blog. You can tag.

I'll change my habit of not checking mail for you.

I'll buy mike and bring a web camera over so that you can chat with me.

I'll give you my number so that you can call me when you need me.

No worry.
I'll still be there for you no matter when am I. =)