Wow.
I think my blog has spider web already. =X
Sorry folks for my irregular update. =X

Last few weeks were hectic.
Rushing projects, power point editing and presentations.
So much things to do before CNY.

After 8 years, I went back to Malaysia for CNY with my family and Da Sao.
Hahas. I went back to Muar and Ipoh, Jiang Sa for a visit.
Grandma's "Ata Chu" was horribly infested with ants, spiders, dust and loads of other insects.
Especially mosquitoes. I look horribly. Swollen bumps on my legs, hands and hands. =(
Cleaning and perparing prayers there was a long chore.
The good thing there?
Reminsic the old times there.
My childhood memories and my family all time favourite: ASAM FISH! ATE 3 TIMES IN 2 DAYS! =D

Back to Jiang Sa.
The atmosphere there was weird.
Every little action seem to be scruntinized, they were just waiting for a moment that whatever you say or do is to be put in the bad light.

So lucky for my family, we are good terms with most of the cousins than the elderly.
We escape to the town area for asam laska (3 times in 2 days again =X), went to a cafe to eat and bought Da Sao's birthday cake as her birthday is on the new year eve. After that we went to K Box in Ipoh to sing. Hahas. 1st time i sing with my siblings, with my cousins. Pretty good feeling though. =)

I feel that uncle is well off but mum did so much over there, preparing, cooking and cleaning for others. =(

Days over in Malaysia we woke up damn early. Like 7am, 8am everyday. =(
She is already so tired from the long journey there, tiring days of cleaning that old house, perparing prayers for 2 days yet have to slog her time there where there is a maid hiding somewhere else and not out helping to prepare meals or clean up. =X
I washed like 30-40 over bowls, pair of chopsticks and spoons man.
Nevermind. Lucky we are there only once a year.

Now, I shall just mug for my exams, hotel ops notes done.
5 more to go. JIA YOU.

ANYWAY.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!

For you, my dear.

The 1st time I met you.

It was primary 3 when you just moved in.
My playful brother just went to your place and offered to help your mum.
This is how we 1st know each other existence.
We went through many things together.

Since we are the same age, we always study together.
For PSLE and O'levels.

There are times we are unhappy with each other.

There are times we can't stand each other.

When you ...

Are going for a party, you will ask me what to wear, what to go with.

Have something you don't know what to do, you will ask me how it should be done.

Are angry, you will call me to complaint to me.

Are sad, you will call me, talk to me and you will feel better.

Want a coffee?

Want to eat?

Want to shop?

Want to club?

You will call me. =)

I'm going to States in March.

Flying off tentatively on 26th.

But I'll blog. You can tag.

I'll change my habit of not checking mail for you.

I'll buy mike and bring a web camera over so that you can chat with me.

I'll give you my number so that you can call me when you need me.

No worry.
I'll still be there for you no matter when am I. =)

pampered in a silent way

I watched Australia today. My last movie of 2008 I guess. =)
I was supposed to watch a movie for school ICA4 for my superhost.
It is to appreciate and critic performing art of our own preference of films. =)
For your information, ICA refers to in- course assessment that are tests or project that contribute to our overall grade for that module.

It was a show that lasted about 3hours.

Seriously, it’s a great show.
It is inspirational yet touching and romantic.
It deserves a high rating.

I think, I’m really a pampered child.
I received my DisneyWorld attachment package today.
This month, dad business went down, a few of his customers has financial crisis, my maid hospitalized and he and mum visited the doctor frequently this few days.

He has been earning less now, yet he has to spend so much.
I asked him for New Year clothing money and he told me all.
Yet, he still give me the money, more than sufficient.
I asked him again, can I still go to Disney attachment?
What he said touches me.
“Go ah, just go.”
“Do you have sufficient cash for me to go dad?”
“Do they need the money now? It’s ok, you want to go, just go eh.”
“Nope. Not yet. I just received the package of document”
“ Just let me know whenever they want you to pay for it alright.”
I used to want to go France for student exchange programme, going over there for 4months to study but dad said it was a waste of money but he is supportive of me going to Disney.
I’m touched.

People who speak the least did the most I guess.
People who talks a lot are too busy to do what they say.
Thanks dad.
Thanks for pampering me silently.
Though you seldom express them, but thanks for loving me the way you do.
Thanks mum for supporting my decisions, my ideas, my dreams.

dreaming of being a pamper princess

Stress.
All the projects and deadlines arriving.
Unmanageable time available between members, trying to figure out the right project directions and trying to finish 6 projects.
2 projects due on Monday and Tuesday.
God bless me man. =(
I only left with 4 weeks before exams is here.
Gosh.
Should I go back to Malaysia?
24-27 Jan.
But I'm having 6 examinable papers and the trip cut through half of my study week.
HOW?? =(

Girls love to be pamper.
Do they derserved to be pamper and treated like a princess?
I'm demanding to be pampered nowadays.
Want more compromise from others.
I think I gave in too much in the past I guess. Hahas.
=X

But isn't it nice being pampered?
Being the one who is given in by others,
having somemore to be observant of your little moves.
Having someone to care, someone to share the sorrow and joy.
Someone to make sure things are well taken for you, just want you to be happy.
Yet, not asking anything in return.
Awww.
It sound good doesn't it?
I think i'm like describing what a parents willing to do.
Hahas.
But sometimes, I do hope to they do have some be able pay a little care, attention and love to their children.
Dad is having mood swing again. =(
he is just keeping his problems to himself?
Or manupause ? (Though I know it only happens to older woman)
What i can do, is to dream of being pampered i guess.

i need a break

Oh my god.
I'm so tied up.
So tired.
JUST WANT TO SLEEP!

I have been busy preparing my attachment's document with Disney.
Rushing 5 projects during the holiday.
It is pretty tiring, turning up at school like 10am and the projects can dragged till like 6pm or even later.
You are lucky to have to do a project a day but usually it is cramped like 2, 3projects in a day.

I went to Malaysia High Commission yesterday.
Fuck.
I can only describe it this way.
It is at some ulu pandan place that I have to cab there during the peak hour.
I was there at 9am to 4pm.
Waited for 7hours to get my passport renew.
My bloody god can?
GRRR.

At least one good thing.
I burnt a hole getting a new pair of spectacles.
Earn them, spent them.
It is worth it to pamper myself with a great gift for christmas.

* It looks okay on me?*

At least tommorrow will be a relaxing day.
I'm out with clique for christmas eve partayyy. =)
SEE GIRLS!
I give up earning more on christmas day just to be with you girls.
Ain't I sweet? =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE.
SWWWEEEET JOY AHEAD.

Disney Attachment.

Wow. It has been awhile since I blogged.
So busy.
Every week, there are projects meeting, icas, tutorials to do, lectures to attend.
I'm so exhausted.
Everyday I go to school, the only thing in my mind is to go home quick and sleep. =X

2 ica next week. Again.
Written for human resource management and lab opera operation ica for hotel operations this time. =(
I haven't did any revision at all!
Help!!

I'm going for my Disney attachment.
6months in United States, Orlando.
I'm leaving on 28th March 09 and coming back at 2nd October 09.
Anyone celebrating farewell for me?
Or early birthday celebration?
My birthday is stuck half way through my attachment. =(

I'm starting to worry a little.
Never been away from home for so long.
I'm a spoilt little girl that have to learn to be independent.

Same script different cast.

Why?
It is an issue that happens every now and then.
You will spare a thought for your wife being busy and tired from school but why do you reprimand me on my part.
So what she is your beloved?
Do you hate me that much?
Seeing me in misery makes you feel better?
We have e same blood in us, yet the way you reacted to me is so indifferent.
I can never understand you.
Sometimes, you are really a bitch.

I had my interview with Disneyland today.
It seem to be a fantastic experience to have my attachment at Disneyland.
But I'm not sure how it goes.
Hope I get accepted and I'll be off to States for 6months.
At least I will be able to escape from his misery.
Though I might miss his customary dinner.

School is at 8am every Monday.
School for Tuesday is usually 9am.
But I have to be in school at 8am sharp for Universal Studio Webinar.
A teleconference with Universal Studio management team from US.

Wish me luck people. I get to know Universal Studio attachment better and I get to know my interview results.

Praying hard.