what am i going to do?

I have been so lazy coming online and blog. =S
It has been a really busy months recently but the parks is slowing down recently..

It has been less than a week to be with Disney.
6months program is going to be over already?
My god.
I have been seeing people joining Spaceship Earth and leaving at the same time.

I have so much emotions in me today.
Seeing the video that Sean (the Irish man) made makes me miss all the lovable people I met suring this period of time.
I won't want to think of the departure because I am the only one leaving Spaceship Earth this time.

Well, I am going to New York after the program. After California, it is my next agenda to visit New York. It is so much of cost.
Living in States is not what you may think as a cheap living.
Food, transportation, accommodation and miscellaneous expenditure?
My god. I don't have sufficient money to do everything here.
Till now, I have not get the souvenirs for people?
How how?
And even my pay is coming in.. It is not sufficient..
*please have money to drop from the sky for me*