friendship

It has been so long since I last blogged.
I am back from states for more than 2 months already.
It is good to be back home with family and friends and definitely my favourite foodies.
However, the experience I had, the memories I owned will stays vividly with me.

The people I met, the friends I made are so interesting and real.
Not that those who are around me are not, but the friendship is so different.
We all are people coming from all over the world, we all have different cultures, different accents, different colours and thinking.
Yet, everyone are so ready to accept you and make you their friends.
No prejudice.
Everyone is so sincere, the fun I had was incredible light and joyful.
I am lucky that I met these people who are constantly dear to my heart. :)

We have been friends.
Or are we not?
There is nothing wrong with the friendship?
It is always give and take.
Just give, and take?
It is always many of you and little of me.
It has been so long, you have been constantly telling me how much you appreciate me as a friend.
You said you want to do so much for me.
The supposed sending off of flight, the supposed picking up flight, the supposed cookies, the supposed gifts for my attachment, the supposed birthday present, and supposed gifts from your oversea trips.

Many times, you told me the reason for the impossible mission for accomplish them.
I do understand.
I really do.
Till now, it doesn't matter anymore.
Because, I do have eyes.
I can see.
I do have ears.
I can hear.
Your current friends are more important.
You are constantly doing things to cheer them up, to make them happy.
Maybe there are friends that you are more willing to keep.
All my supposed, you have done it for them.
Oh ya, it was impossible for me, not them.
If that is it, thank you. And goodbye.