He just not that into you

I chatted with an interesting one yesterday.

Today, I went to US embassy at 8AM to process my visa.
It is approved and I have to go back and get it on Tuesday.
Went town with Shu Hui to have lunch and she has to get her stuff.
I realised I have to do something.
So i did it.

I need something to affirm my thoughts.
I went to watch movie with M today.
Thanks for being so spontaneous with me. =)
We watched " He is not that into you".

That show is great I must say.
It was pretty close to heart.
Seeing how people thought things could work out but they didn't.
And those they thought they didn't but they actually did.

It is really sweet to know that guy like Jen's bf is such a sweet guy.
The guy seriously, love her that much that he only loves her.
He willingly wants to make her happy, so that he can be happy.
That is damn sweet.

Next, is Justin Long.
I never find him attractive.
But today, I did.
He is those guy that you thought he was a player.
But he was just afraid to try and a bold girl, who keeps trying to find love made him realised he deserve to be in love too. =)

Both couples are sweeet!

But the married couple story sound familiar.
They were dating and married after 7 years.
Sound as if they were happily in love.And the girl has very strong six sense, I will say.
She realised the difference, yet believe when the guy says it was nothing wrong.
She found something fishy, confronted the guy yet he insisted he isn't lying.
She believe again.
Tried to work out their relationship when she realised it was rocky.
She tried.

But in the end, she realised that everything was just a lie.
He lied. Lied to her.
She is a strong lady.
She found out.
She confronted.
Ask the man whether he wants to work out or leave.
He said he is willing to work it out (just surprised and guilty I guess).
She tried to work out the relationship.
So what did the man did?
Oh. He lied to her, went behind her back and smokes, lust after a young gir that he thought he was in love and at the same time tell his wife he is willing to work out, had sexual relationship with both ladies?
But he did nothing to improve the relationship.
No determination at all.
Even though he was given a second chance that the wife forgiven him the 1st affair encounter.

He is not that into you. Whether you two are together or not, he will still leave.

I salute her for her courage.
She did her best.
Just that he is such a jerk.
And what the movie says is true, her life continues, and the right one is yet to come. =)

You fault? It takes 2 hands to clap.

Girls, I love.

Yesterday, I almost did a trip around Singapore.
I was at outram to get my CNCC (criminal record for Disney).
Then walked to Chinatown to pay my air tickets for the attachment. Next walked to Raffles Place for lunch. I had beef noodles.
It was really good!! =D
From there, I proceed to JURONG.
Because my dear friend (Lim Shu Hui) need companion to Acer to get her laptop fixed.
Sylvia and I had to cab down to Acer as it was raining. =(
We had dinner over at IMM and I headed back to Yishun to get the bus home.
Went to so many places in a day. Tiring. =X

Today, Shuhui, Pei Ling and I had majiong session over at Sylvia's place.
However, the host get tired after 2 rounds. =X Still we managed to finish the game with her substitute player. Hahas.
It was fun able to get together as often as possible with them before their attachment starts. Awwww. I'll miss them. LOADS.

I realised.
We have to be forgiving to live life to the fuller.
I learnt. =)

so that is it

I went to Sun Tec today to get my stuff.
But I only manage to get my luggage.
You may call me stupid.
The luaggage + the safety security lock = $203sgd.
So expensive. =.=
I still have so much more to buy.
Tell me, how much more does this attachment going to cost more?

Going to get more of my stuff tml.
Hope you can make it tml. =)

The hardest thing that can be control should be your personal emotions I guess.
Easily influence by alot of factors.
Though I think I handled it pretty well venting them on *ahem*.
Hahas. Thanks man.
For keeping yourself awake to be scolded and irritated by me.

I saw something coincidence today.
I want to know the person. =)
Maybe, he/she is my twin? my soulmate? hahas.

Those reading there. I understand what it means.
Word for word.
Just like I was in her shoes.
And she was in mine.

hey, I was being sarcastic and out to irritate you.
I did it.
But upsetting people is seriously not enjoyable.
Though I've always been good at getting you mad.
I was just joking.
You know, praising you, you usually fly up the sky.
I'm sorry.
Smile, getting angry makes you ugly eh. =)
Good luck eh.
All the best.

back to school

I went back to NYP today to hand up the financial form to Mr Pang today.
After that, I went back to NSS (Northland Secondary School), my secondary school to look for God Pa (Mr Willie) for lunch.
Hahas.. It is so weird that everyone was staring at me.
They were thinking, " Who is this girl talking to that teacher?"
But well, what to do?
If I were them, I will wonder too. =X

Anyway, I brought god pa to Shang Hai Xiao Chi.
We ordered 1 jug of chrysantumum, 1 bowl of noodles, 1 bowl of big wanton soup, 1 plate of xiao long bao, 1 plate of sheng jian bao and 1 plate of shi ji dou.
Hahas.. We can't finish the food. =X

It is great to be able to see him eat and enjoyed the food.
He has been eating irregular due to his busy schedule. =(
I enjoyed the time we share, talking about what is going on with my life and my future which he is always concern about.
The way he told the other staff that I am going to Disney World for attachment like a proud daddy showing off his daughter. Hahas..

I met up with a few teachers, though I want to see Mrs Ho, she is the teacher who has faith in believing I can do well while some teachers don't. The one who gave me the confidence of loving Mathematics again. =)
Looking around the school brings be back good memory of old times. =)

AWWWWW...

I didn't know, that little fun and mistake that happened unexpectally changes people you least expected.

Club hop

Hahas..seriously, I need to get out of the house like everyday?
But I shall stay home today and finish reading Breaking Dawn.
Before the Twilight movie I have been reading till now. =X
Too much things on hands.

Yesterday was sort of club hopping day.
It has been planned for so long. Finally we are going. =)
Esther, Peiling, Sylvia, Pei Fen, Shu Hui and I went down to Clarke Quay.

1st stop: Zirca.
They offer free lycee martini to ladies till 12am so the girls wants to drink first to get high.
There were hot babes and hunks dancing. It just.. ...

2nd stop: Rebel
We went there to get our chop and place the bags before we go pick up over dear Sylvia Cee.
We danced for awhile and the rest feel that the wasn't high so they went to get a jug of Vodka Lime to share. It doesn't taste that bad actually. =)

3rd stop: Fashion Bar
They were promoting of buying 1 jug of housepour and get 2 jugs free. So they girls went haywired drinking and my horror starts.
Vomited. Yet again.
I'm seriously not going to drink on an empty stomach anymore.
I feel so terrible la. =(

4th stop: Back to Rebel
We went back to Rebel and dance.
I was feeling better and everyone started dancing.
Even ShuHui who was reluctant to dance also loosen up herself.
Dancing with the girls was seriously a great way to get things out of your system.
The funny moves they do.
Especially Esther. =D
And dear Peiling who shooed that desperate guy away. =D
At the end of the few songs, there was this guy keep tagging at my back for god knows why.

5th stop: Breakfast at Macdonalds
Sylvia and I had Milo while the rest was having their breakfast.
All of us keep taking photos.
Or should I say we have been camwhoring since we met. =X

Hahas..After breakfast, Sylvia, ShuHui and I headed home in cab while the rest waited for the first train.
Pictures will be uploaded soon. =D

We are having our sport games, shopping and another club hop regime? =D

Meeting Lina

I met Lina today.

Had lunch at Swensen.

Baked rice. Pasta. Baked Mussles. Calamari. Coke. Sprite. Ice cream.

Hahas. Every day I have a heavy meal.

Getting fatter I guess.

Talk so much things.

But we didn't take pictures!

Mum bought korean strawberries for me.

Chomping them makes me happy! =)

Friends I love. More to come. =)

I have so many friends I want to meet before I fly.

1st one I met was Rachel on Vday.
Talk to her a little, and she has to rush off to meet her bf for Vday dinner so I need to meet her again.
Not once. But many times more. My favourite girl. =)

2nd one I met was Daniel.
We went to Holland V for tea at Essential Brew.
Nice tea and food they have there.
After that we went to the reservoir.
He knows I need to go there to get things off my chest.
The company was great! He never fail to understand me.
We had such a long talk, laughter and joy.

3rd one I met was David.
Hahas. I think he wants to kill me.
Since his birthday till now, I didn't really able to go out with him on an alone basis.
We went for lunch + talk + pool + chat + arcade + laugh and headed to Night Safari to chill and snacks.
Whatever we said, it is between us ah.. * Muahahaha*

4th one?
I'm meeting Lina later. =)

The rest, I'll date them out. On 1 on 1 basic before I go. =)

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!

6 days of consecutive examination papers.
Other than 1st paper, the rest, Monday to Friday, 9am to about 11am.

FINALLY.
THE TOURTURE IS OVER.
My very first time having such a hard time preparing and getting over the papers.

It is too much for my mental and physically body to take. =(

But well, feeling slightly better now.

When out to celebrate with the girls today.
Sylvia, Peiling, Esther, Pei Fen, Agatha and I. Shu Hui joined us later.
Suki sushi buffet for brunch.
I thought I ate alot, yet they still complaint I didn't have enough.
It lasted for the whole day man.

Next, minds cafe to play board games. =D
Hahas great fun man, we shall go again kay?
Last stop shopping!
Hahas, didn't bought much though.
But there is so much shopping I have to do some for my attachment. =)

I'm available people, feel free to date me out till 28th March 2009. =)

ambiguous

I don't know.
Maybe it is just for the moment.
Maybe it is for long.
It feels different now.
The communication method feel familiar.
I tried not to compare.
But it feels like that way.
I can't differentiate.
Things that I want to believe or that is the facts.

I need something.
I need to feel at ease.
I need a new habit.

I learnt

Hmmm.I thought so too.
Maybe this is why, it happened.
Not trying to blame.
Just trying to express.
Leave it and not understanding it.
Things don't fall from the sky to give me what I want.
Work the way through, sacrifice certain things to gain certain things.
An effort to balance both ways.
No pain no gain.
Attempted to understand but was unavail.

Maybe the reason will never be found.
Maybe it is just a misunderstanding.
Maybe.

But I believe, there is an answer.
Just whether anyone willing to find out or to tell.
Maybe one day, we will be told.
Anyway, its over.
We got to move on with our lives.

Making an effort.
Every little things count.
None wanted such a result.
But sure, memories will always be there.

once and for all

I read something interesting.
What you perceive or what other percieve may not be the truth.
Did you make an effort to find out the truth?
Did you make an effort to avoid such disappointment?
Others did.
Intiatives made but was rejected.
Not once or twice but many times that trying seem unavailable.

Other party feels that it doesn't really matter.
You feel that things should be this way.
But there isn't just a single side of the story.
Yours.
Theirs.
And the truth.

Blaming self is hard.
But losing something important due to your pride is it worth it?
Maybe you feel you deserve better.
Maybe you feel others are better.

Seek the truth with your heart.