Wow. It has been awhile since I blogged.
So busy.
Every week, there are projects meeting, icas, tutorials to do, lectures to attend.
I'm so exhausted.
Everyday I go to school, the only thing in my mind is to go home quick and sleep. =X
2 ica next week. Again.
Written for human resource management and lab opera operation ica for hotel operations this time. =(
I haven't did any revision at all!
Help!!
I'm going for my Disney attachment.
6months in United States, Orlando.
I'm leaving on 28th March 09 and coming back at 2nd October 09.
Anyone celebrating farewell for me?
Or early birthday celebration?
My birthday is stuck half way through my attachment. =(
I'm starting to worry a little.
Never been away from home for so long.
I'm a spoilt little girl that have to learn to be independent.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
Same script different cast.
Why?
It is an issue that happens every now and then.
You will spare a thought for your wife being busy and tired from school but why do you reprimand me on my part.
So what she is your beloved?
Do you hate me that much?
Seeing me in misery makes you feel better?
We have e same blood in us, yet the way you reacted to me is so indifferent.
I can never understand you.
Sometimes, you are really a bitch.
I had my interview with Disneyland today.
It seem to be a fantastic experience to have my attachment at Disneyland.
But I'm not sure how it goes.
Hope I get accepted and I'll be off to States for 6months.
At least I will be able to escape from his misery.
Though I might miss his customary dinner.
School is at 8am every Monday.
School for Tuesday is usually 9am.
But I have to be in school at 8am sharp for Universal Studio Webinar.
A teleconference with Universal Studio management team from US.
Wish me luck people. I get to know Universal Studio attachment better and I get to know my interview results.
Praying hard.
It is an issue that happens every now and then.
You will spare a thought for your wife being busy and tired from school but why do you reprimand me on my part.
So what she is your beloved?
Do you hate me that much?
Seeing me in misery makes you feel better?
We have e same blood in us, yet the way you reacted to me is so indifferent.
I can never understand you.
Sometimes, you are really a bitch.
I had my interview with Disneyland today.
It seem to be a fantastic experience to have my attachment at Disneyland.
But I'm not sure how it goes.
Hope I get accepted and I'll be off to States for 6months.
At least I will be able to escape from his misery.
Though I might miss his customary dinner.
School is at 8am every Monday.
School for Tuesday is usually 9am.
But I have to be in school at 8am sharp for Universal Studio Webinar.
A teleconference with Universal Studio management team from US.
Wish me luck people. I get to know Universal Studio attachment better and I get to know my interview results.
Praying hard.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
misunderstanding, i guess.
It hurts to care.
Maybe gemini are like these.
Those who hate you, are your friends and those who love you are your enemies.
I don't know what I can do.
I am exhuasted with my limitations.
My time, my rest, my school work, my money.
Seeing the way you are, it hurts us.
It hurts me more because I go through it before.
TRUTH HURTS.
You want to get over it?
You must have an open mind.
You are thinking for him, who is thinking for you my dear?
You must be receptive and not cope with the sorrow yourself.
Maybe you are still not ready to give up on it.
Maybe you are not ready to get over.
When you want to get over.
Seriously want to, den let us know.
You must be ready to accept all those cruel facts or hide those sweetness somewhere for a new lease of life.
I'm your friend.
I won't abandon you.
Just don't want to be seen as a bad person from your perspective.
It's harsh.
But thats the fastest and hardest way to recover.
I'll be there when you need me ba.
Anw. I care and love you.
Jia you ba.
I have to do my tutorials, my speech.
I haven't do a single thing.
Maybe gemini are like these.
Those who hate you, are your friends and those who love you are your enemies.
I don't know what I can do.
I am exhuasted with my limitations.
My time, my rest, my school work, my money.
Seeing the way you are, it hurts us.
It hurts me more because I go through it before.
TRUTH HURTS.
You want to get over it?
You must have an open mind.
You are thinking for him, who is thinking for you my dear?
You must be receptive and not cope with the sorrow yourself.
Maybe you are still not ready to give up on it.
Maybe you are not ready to get over.
When you want to get over.
Seriously want to, den let us know.
You must be ready to accept all those cruel facts or hide those sweetness somewhere for a new lease of life.
I'm your friend.
I won't abandon you.
Just don't want to be seen as a bad person from your perspective.
It's harsh.
But thats the fastest and hardest way to recover.
I'll be there when you need me ba.
Anw. I care and love you.
Jia you ba.
I have to do my tutorials, my speech.
I haven't do a single thing.
I'm a daddy girl
I had to work OC(outside catering) last saturday at 8am.
Met up the rest for breakfast at 7am thus I have to wake up early. =(
It was raining heavily the moment I stepped into the bathroom till I was about to leave home.
I woke daddy up at 6am asking him is it ok that he can drive me to the mrt station and he agreed.
It was just like I was younger, Daddy never reject to send me school whenever it rains.
Ya, I'm a pampered child. But I love the love he showered on me. =)
Fyi: my area does not have any shelter to the bus stop and I'll be totally drench walking out even with an umbrella. That was how heavy the rain was.
So pandon me for being spoilt. =D
Usually dad wakes up about 7.30am for work and he woke up early at 6.20am to drove me out.
He found an umbrella(my place usually misplace them =X), he passed it to me though it is big enough for the both of us but he uses newspapers to shelter himself while allowing me to use the whole umbrella. =X
He even walked over to the passenger door and unlock the door for me before proceeding over to his driver seat where it can auto unlock everything. =(
When we arrived at khatib mrt station, dad drove very close to the car in front so that I can alight within the shelter. Then he had to reverse the car in order to go leave.
It's so sweet of him la.
It may be just a dad's instinct to take care of his little daughter, but these simple gesture do warm my heart in the cold morning.
AWWWW. I'm dependent on him.
I even claimed the buying of my shorts($60) only from him though I bought a jackt($100) because I didn't want him to spend much on my purchase but he gave me $20 more. =)
How?
I wanted to go Orlando(US) for attachment.
6 months in Disneyland or 4months in Universal Studio?
I already miss home when I attend the briefing for disney, looking at the forms. =(
Disneyland has better infrastructure with their own apartments within Disney, wireless available to keep in touch with people, transport within the place so that I can get to work free and convienently.
We get to travel the 1st week.
My clique company(5 people), only shuhui is available.
Part time working and study once a week with Disney and a major project to be completed.
I can receive 3 certificate in the end.
But Dad has to cough out abt 15k and loses about 7k in the end.
Universal Studio, spearhead of SWR(Sentosa World Resort aka Intergrated Resort) and they may offer job vacancy after your graduation to work within the SWR.
But we have to live with apartment find by the travel agent, not sure if there will be wireless available, have to make our way to get public transport to work.
It will really leave me being very independent.
But the clique company, all will be going.
So it may be fun after all staying with them for 4months. =)
We can have sleepover party every night.
We receive a certificate from Universal Studio.
Continue our other 2 months attachment with a local company.
Lost of about 4-5k for Universal Studio.
Thus, there will be more exposure to 2 different attachment and earn back some cash for the lost in Universal Studio.
2 different attachment may be value add to your resume.
I will miss home, but I want to be independent. =X
People..any idea? Give me some ideas and suggestions.
I had e pain, i go through it before.
I can't say it's worst.
I can't say I'm fine now.
But I'm better.
I was trying too hard to make you feel better I guess.
What I did seem the wrong things.
Because you are sinking deeper.
It hurts to see you like this.
You deserve better.
I will leave it this way.
Shan't say anything more.
Somethings you can't prevent someone from hurting unless one ungergo the pain themselves.
Then they will truely understand.
No matter what, I care and love you.
We'll be there for you dear.
Met up the rest for breakfast at 7am thus I have to wake up early. =(
It was raining heavily the moment I stepped into the bathroom till I was about to leave home.
I woke daddy up at 6am asking him is it ok that he can drive me to the mrt station and he agreed.
It was just like I was younger, Daddy never reject to send me school whenever it rains.
Ya, I'm a pampered child. But I love the love he showered on me. =)
Fyi: my area does not have any shelter to the bus stop and I'll be totally drench walking out even with an umbrella. That was how heavy the rain was.
So pandon me for being spoilt. =D
Usually dad wakes up about 7.30am for work and he woke up early at 6.20am to drove me out.
He found an umbrella(my place usually misplace them =X), he passed it to me though it is big enough for the both of us but he uses newspapers to shelter himself while allowing me to use the whole umbrella. =X
He even walked over to the passenger door and unlock the door for me before proceeding over to his driver seat where it can auto unlock everything. =(
When we arrived at khatib mrt station, dad drove very close to the car in front so that I can alight within the shelter. Then he had to reverse the car in order to go leave.
It's so sweet of him la.
It may be just a dad's instinct to take care of his little daughter, but these simple gesture do warm my heart in the cold morning.
AWWWW. I'm dependent on him.
I even claimed the buying of my shorts($60) only from him though I bought a jackt($100) because I didn't want him to spend much on my purchase but he gave me $20 more. =)
How?
I wanted to go Orlando(US) for attachment.
6 months in Disneyland or 4months in Universal Studio?
I already miss home when I attend the briefing for disney, looking at the forms. =(
Disneyland has better infrastructure with their own apartments within Disney, wireless available to keep in touch with people, transport within the place so that I can get to work free and convienently.
We get to travel the 1st week.
My clique company(5 people), only shuhui is available.
Part time working and study once a week with Disney and a major project to be completed.
I can receive 3 certificate in the end.
But Dad has to cough out abt 15k and loses about 7k in the end.
Universal Studio, spearhead of SWR(Sentosa World Resort aka Intergrated Resort) and they may offer job vacancy after your graduation to work within the SWR.
But we have to live with apartment find by the travel agent, not sure if there will be wireless available, have to make our way to get public transport to work.
It will really leave me being very independent.
But the clique company, all will be going.
So it may be fun after all staying with them for 4months. =)
We can have sleepover party every night.
We receive a certificate from Universal Studio.
Continue our other 2 months attachment with a local company.
Lost of about 4-5k for Universal Studio.
Thus, there will be more exposure to 2 different attachment and earn back some cash for the lost in Universal Studio.
2 different attachment may be value add to your resume.
I will miss home, but I want to be independent. =X
People..any idea? Give me some ideas and suggestions.
I had e pain, i go through it before.
I can't say it's worst.
I can't say I'm fine now.
But I'm better.
I was trying too hard to make you feel better I guess.
What I did seem the wrong things.
Because you are sinking deeper.
It hurts to see you like this.
You deserve better.
I will leave it this way.
Shan't say anything more.
Somethings you can't prevent someone from hurting unless one ungergo the pain themselves.
Then they will truely understand.
No matter what, I care and love you.
We'll be there for you dear.
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