Club hop

Hahas..seriously, I need to get out of the house like everyday?
But I shall stay home today and finish reading Breaking Dawn.
Before the Twilight movie I have been reading till now. =X
Too much things on hands.

Yesterday was sort of club hopping day.
It has been planned for so long. Finally we are going. =)
Esther, Peiling, Sylvia, Pei Fen, Shu Hui and I went down to Clarke Quay.

1st stop: Zirca.
They offer free lycee martini to ladies till 12am so the girls wants to drink first to get high.
There were hot babes and hunks dancing. It just.. ...

2nd stop: Rebel
We went there to get our chop and place the bags before we go pick up over dear Sylvia Cee.
We danced for awhile and the rest feel that the wasn't high so they went to get a jug of Vodka Lime to share. It doesn't taste that bad actually. =)

3rd stop: Fashion Bar
They were promoting of buying 1 jug of housepour and get 2 jugs free. So they girls went haywired drinking and my horror starts.
Vomited. Yet again.
I'm seriously not going to drink on an empty stomach anymore.
I feel so terrible la. =(

4th stop: Back to Rebel
We went back to Rebel and dance.
I was feeling better and everyone started dancing.
Even ShuHui who was reluctant to dance also loosen up herself.
Dancing with the girls was seriously a great way to get things out of your system.
The funny moves they do.
Especially Esther. =D
And dear Peiling who shooed that desperate guy away. =D
At the end of the few songs, there was this guy keep tagging at my back for god knows why.

5th stop: Breakfast at Macdonalds
Sylvia and I had Milo while the rest was having their breakfast.
All of us keep taking photos.
Or should I say we have been camwhoring since we met. =X

Hahas..After breakfast, Sylvia, ShuHui and I headed home in cab while the rest waited for the first train.
Pictures will be uploaded soon. =D

We are having our sport games, shopping and another club hop regime? =D

Meeting Lina

I met Lina today.

Had lunch at Swensen.

Baked rice. Pasta. Baked Mussles. Calamari. Coke. Sprite. Ice cream.

Hahas. Every day I have a heavy meal.

Getting fatter I guess.

Talk so much things.

But we didn't take pictures!

Mum bought korean strawberries for me.

Chomping them makes me happy! =)

Friends I love. More to come. =)

I have so many friends I want to meet before I fly.

1st one I met was Rachel on Vday.
Talk to her a little, and she has to rush off to meet her bf for Vday dinner so I need to meet her again.
Not once. But many times more. My favourite girl. =)

2nd one I met was Daniel.
We went to Holland V for tea at Essential Brew.
Nice tea and food they have there.
After that we went to the reservoir.
He knows I need to go there to get things off my chest.
The company was great! He never fail to understand me.
We had such a long talk, laughter and joy.

3rd one I met was David.
Hahas. I think he wants to kill me.
Since his birthday till now, I didn't really able to go out with him on an alone basis.
We went for lunch + talk + pool + chat + arcade + laugh and headed to Night Safari to chill and snacks.
Whatever we said, it is between us ah.. * Muahahaha*

4th one?
I'm meeting Lina later. =)

The rest, I'll date them out. On 1 on 1 basic before I go. =)

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!

6 days of consecutive examination papers.
Other than 1st paper, the rest, Monday to Friday, 9am to about 11am.

FINALLY.
THE TOURTURE IS OVER.
My very first time having such a hard time preparing and getting over the papers.

It is too much for my mental and physically body to take. =(

But well, feeling slightly better now.

When out to celebrate with the girls today.
Sylvia, Peiling, Esther, Pei Fen, Agatha and I. Shu Hui joined us later.
Suki sushi buffet for brunch.
I thought I ate alot, yet they still complaint I didn't have enough.
It lasted for the whole day man.

Next, minds cafe to play board games. =D
Hahas great fun man, we shall go again kay?
Last stop shopping!
Hahas, didn't bought much though.
But there is so much shopping I have to do some for my attachment. =)

I'm available people, feel free to date me out till 28th March 2009. =)

ambiguous

I don't know.
Maybe it is just for the moment.
Maybe it is for long.
It feels different now.
The communication method feel familiar.
I tried not to compare.
But it feels like that way.
I can't differentiate.
Things that I want to believe or that is the facts.

I need something.
I need to feel at ease.
I need a new habit.

I learnt

Hmmm.I thought so too.
Maybe this is why, it happened.
Not trying to blame.
Just trying to express.
Leave it and not understanding it.
Things don't fall from the sky to give me what I want.
Work the way through, sacrifice certain things to gain certain things.
An effort to balance both ways.
No pain no gain.
Attempted to understand but was unavail.

Maybe the reason will never be found.
Maybe it is just a misunderstanding.
Maybe.

But I believe, there is an answer.
Just whether anyone willing to find out or to tell.
Maybe one day, we will be told.
Anyway, its over.
We got to move on with our lives.

Making an effort.
Every little things count.
None wanted such a result.
But sure, memories will always be there.

once and for all

I read something interesting.
What you perceive or what other percieve may not be the truth.
Did you make an effort to find out the truth?
Did you make an effort to avoid such disappointment?
Others did.
Intiatives made but was rejected.
Not once or twice but many times that trying seem unavailable.

Other party feels that it doesn't really matter.
You feel that things should be this way.
But there isn't just a single side of the story.
Yours.
Theirs.
And the truth.

Blaming self is hard.
But losing something important due to your pride is it worth it?
Maybe you feel you deserve better.
Maybe you feel others are better.

Seek the truth with your heart.