undeterminable

I played majiong over at brother's place on Friday.
I won the 1st game but lost the 2nd one. =(

Brother drove me home the next morning.
Met David at my house bus stop and proceed to Han's to do the art work.
I miss doing art. When I was doing, I felt tranquil.

He accompanied me to Ritz today.
Finally, I'm back at work.
But working today, I had mixed feeling.
Things changes pretty much there.Insuifficent staffs for banquet, most of them were out for HSBC outside catering.

I saw Adeline, Kai Chi, Thiri, Yumi, Alywine the managers, Su An and Sop Tip today.
I chatted with Thiri and Sop Tip.
We have similiar views, feelings and conclusions on many things. =)
Sop Tip is a very considerate person.
I told him that I am going to Florida, Orlando for attachment and he offered to give me his aunt's contacts so that I have someone to look for in case of emergency there.
So sweet of him.
And his aunt operates Sushi's restaurant so I can go there for Japanese food! =)

In life, everyone seem like everyone else but actually not anyone is someone else.
We are different and are treated differently.
Many people give me the "are you serious look" when they know about it.
But is it because you guys sterotype the person or is it really that way?
I hope I can get rid of it. It is doing no good at all.
Sometimes I feel so lost.
Who am I? What kind of person am I? Just negatives.

Marley & Me

I went to US embassy today and collected the visa.

Finally, all the documents are ready.

Met up with HC Yen Ru and Jasmine today to collect the visa but Jasmine was late so we went over to the embassy without her.

Met HB Sarah over at the embassy and went lunch together because I am hungry!
I'm like surviving on 1 single meal everyday. =(
Don't know why I just don't have the appetite.

Her company was great. =)
We watch Marley & Me today.

I was wondering why was this movie being recommended by many of my friends.
I know why now.
It is seriously damn touching.
I cried and smudged my mascara. Unglam. =X

The show reminds of Cat Cat, my british short haired cat that I had for eight years.
The memories we shared.
Like he loves cheesecake.
He will be there when I'm sad.
He will wait for my family to come home when we go out for dinner at the gate.
How lovable he is.
But he died. Chased by dogs and punctured his stomach.

In the movie, it says, who can makes you feel different, special and unique?
Marley is simple, he gave his love to his owner because they love him too.
If many things were just so simple. =)

knight in shining armour, where are you?

Last Sunday, I was at Northpoint getting some stuffs from Sylvia and met M for lunch.
This time, it was me staring at him eating instead of the other way round.
Well, I didn't mean to do that, but just don't feel like eating.

After meeting M, I headed down to AMKHub to get more things and went home.

I have to reach the dinner venue about 6pm.
By the time I reached Clarke Quay, it was still raining.
No cab to be found, searching everywhere.
I even walked the wrong direction. =X

Thanks for picking me up, if not I think it will take me pretty long to get there.

Feel awkward there. Slightly lonely. But it is a wedding.
You don't expect to know everyone because you are one of the guests too.

The bride and groom are really loving.
Looking at their pictures, videos and behaviours really set me envious.
One day, I'll find my knight in shining armour.
He will give me all his love, faithfulness, honesty and trust?

Seriously, I need to go dating.
If not when can I meet my Mr Right? =X

When you are struggling in the water, you thought of life buoy.
Once it aids you to the land, you just dump it aside.

He just not that into you

I chatted with an interesting one yesterday.

Today, I went to US embassy at 8AM to process my visa.
It is approved and I have to go back and get it on Tuesday.
Went town with Shu Hui to have lunch and she has to get her stuff.
I realised I have to do something.
So i did it.

I need something to affirm my thoughts.
I went to watch movie with M today.
Thanks for being so spontaneous with me. =)
We watched " He is not that into you".

That show is great I must say.
It was pretty close to heart.
Seeing how people thought things could work out but they didn't.
And those they thought they didn't but they actually did.

It is really sweet to know that guy like Jen's bf is such a sweet guy.
The guy seriously, love her that much that he only loves her.
He willingly wants to make her happy, so that he can be happy.
That is damn sweet.

Next, is Justin Long.
I never find him attractive.
But today, I did.
He is those guy that you thought he was a player.
But he was just afraid to try and a bold girl, who keeps trying to find love made him realised he deserve to be in love too. =)

Both couples are sweeet!

But the married couple story sound familiar.
They were dating and married after 7 years.
Sound as if they were happily in love.And the girl has very strong six sense, I will say.
She realised the difference, yet believe when the guy says it was nothing wrong.
She found something fishy, confronted the guy yet he insisted he isn't lying.
She believe again.
Tried to work out their relationship when she realised it was rocky.
She tried.

But in the end, she realised that everything was just a lie.
He lied. Lied to her.
She is a strong lady.
She found out.
She confronted.
Ask the man whether he wants to work out or leave.
He said he is willing to work it out (just surprised and guilty I guess).
She tried to work out the relationship.
So what did the man did?
Oh. He lied to her, went behind her back and smokes, lust after a young gir that he thought he was in love and at the same time tell his wife he is willing to work out, had sexual relationship with both ladies?
But he did nothing to improve the relationship.
No determination at all.
Even though he was given a second chance that the wife forgiven him the 1st affair encounter.

He is not that into you. Whether you two are together or not, he will still leave.

I salute her for her courage.
She did her best.
Just that he is such a jerk.
And what the movie says is true, her life continues, and the right one is yet to come. =)

You fault? It takes 2 hands to clap.

Girls, I love.

Yesterday, I almost did a trip around Singapore.
I was at outram to get my CNCC (criminal record for Disney).
Then walked to Chinatown to pay my air tickets for the attachment. Next walked to Raffles Place for lunch. I had beef noodles.
It was really good!! =D
From there, I proceed to JURONG.
Because my dear friend (Lim Shu Hui) need companion to Acer to get her laptop fixed.
Sylvia and I had to cab down to Acer as it was raining. =(
We had dinner over at IMM and I headed back to Yishun to get the bus home.
Went to so many places in a day. Tiring. =X

Today, Shuhui, Pei Ling and I had majiong session over at Sylvia's place.
However, the host get tired after 2 rounds. =X Still we managed to finish the game with her substitute player. Hahas.
It was fun able to get together as often as possible with them before their attachment starts. Awwww. I'll miss them. LOADS.

I realised.
We have to be forgiving to live life to the fuller.
I learnt. =)

so that is it

I went to Sun Tec today to get my stuff.
But I only manage to get my luggage.
You may call me stupid.
The luaggage + the safety security lock = $203sgd.
So expensive. =.=
I still have so much more to buy.
Tell me, how much more does this attachment going to cost more?

Going to get more of my stuff tml.
Hope you can make it tml. =)

The hardest thing that can be control should be your personal emotions I guess.
Easily influence by alot of factors.
Though I think I handled it pretty well venting them on *ahem*.
Hahas. Thanks man.
For keeping yourself awake to be scolded and irritated by me.

I saw something coincidence today.
I want to know the person. =)
Maybe, he/she is my twin? my soulmate? hahas.

Those reading there. I understand what it means.
Word for word.
Just like I was in her shoes.
And she was in mine.

hey, I was being sarcastic and out to irritate you.
I did it.
But upsetting people is seriously not enjoyable.
Though I've always been good at getting you mad.
I was just joking.
You know, praising you, you usually fly up the sky.
I'm sorry.
Smile, getting angry makes you ugly eh. =)
Good luck eh.
All the best.

back to school

I went back to NYP today to hand up the financial form to Mr Pang today.
After that, I went back to NSS (Northland Secondary School), my secondary school to look for God Pa (Mr Willie) for lunch.
Hahas.. It is so weird that everyone was staring at me.
They were thinking, " Who is this girl talking to that teacher?"
But well, what to do?
If I were them, I will wonder too. =X

Anyway, I brought god pa to Shang Hai Xiao Chi.
We ordered 1 jug of chrysantumum, 1 bowl of noodles, 1 bowl of big wanton soup, 1 plate of xiao long bao, 1 plate of sheng jian bao and 1 plate of shi ji dou.
Hahas.. We can't finish the food. =X

It is great to be able to see him eat and enjoyed the food.
He has been eating irregular due to his busy schedule. =(
I enjoyed the time we share, talking about what is going on with my life and my future which he is always concern about.
The way he told the other staff that I am going to Disney World for attachment like a proud daddy showing off his daughter. Hahas..

I met up with a few teachers, though I want to see Mrs Ho, she is the teacher who has faith in believing I can do well while some teachers don't. The one who gave me the confidence of loving Mathematics again. =)
Looking around the school brings be back good memory of old times. =)

AWWWWW...

I didn't know, that little fun and mistake that happened unexpectally changes people you least expected.